My husband and I got married December 2011 through court (our wedding was planned to be October 2012). As time went by, him and I were planning the wedding every weekend that we could…flowers, catering, venue, etc. Three weeks before our wedding, I find out that he was having very explicit conversations with a mutual”friend”. Needless to say, I was heartbroken. I confronted him and her and after the entire ordeal (and him begging me to not leave him), I forgave him. I honestly thought this would be the first and last time he would do this. Oh, how wrong was I.We get married and less than a year later, in September 2013 we find out I was pregnant. We were overjoyed! This was going to be our little bundle of joy that would fix our marriage.October 2013 rolls around (our wedding anniversary and the anniversary of my grandma’s death). We were ready to buy a house and start a new chapter in our lives. Unfortunately, that required us to move in with my parents in order to fully save up for a nice down payment on our home. As we were packing up our stuff on October 26, 2013, he went downstairs to put boxes in his car. Now, I have a lot of trust issues since what happened back before our wedding and I saw that he had left his phone upstairs. Call it women’s intuition but something told me”check his phone”, so, I did. I saw a weird messaging app I had not seen before and opened it. What I saw destroyed me…”I want to ride you”. It was like a bucket of water was poured on me. Again. 13 months later after he swore to me he wouldn’t do it again, he lied to me. I couldn’t believe I was going through this again, and worse, now I was pregnant. I went downstairs and confronted him about the message. He started crying and getting down on his knees.”Forgive me…please, I am so sorry! I need help!” I felt used. I felt betrayed. I believed he had changed. How stupid was I? I called the homewrecker and she did not pick up. Left her a nasty voicemail. Again, he begged me to take him back. For the sake of my pregnancy, I sort of did but I just didn’t feel the same for him anymore.November 11, 2013 rolls around…the date of my ultrasound appointment. I was happy. I was going to see my baby again (as I had 2 weeks before). That day…that day was the worse day of my life. No heartbeat. My baby, my beautiful baby…my marriage savior…had died a few days before. I felt worthless. Not only did my husband cheat on me but my baby had died. I felt like a useless woman.Eventually, my husband and I decided to see a marriage counselor but I saw everything going downhill. I resented him for what he did. What kind of man would cheat on his wife while pregnant? What man would beg for forgiveness then do it again? I just couldn’t see myself with him anymore….February 2014, he moved out. I couldn’t anymore…..I checked his phone early one morning and found a draft email to that woman he had slept with back when I was pregnant. After he swore to me he would have no further contact with her. After what we had gone through with the death of our child. He had to go. But, I finally got to see this mystery woman….Najwa Pagon (also Najwa Deleon). Pathetic. To have sex with her rather than me. To waste my money on a hotel room to have sex with her. To risk our marriage for her. Enough.It is now March 2014 and we are filing for divorce. I have realized that I will never be happy with this man. This man I used to love. This man who I shared beautiful moments with. I will never trust him. As people say,”everything happens for a reason”. We never had a child and that house we were trying to buy, it never happened. I was with him for 6 years and of those 2 1/2 married. I will no longer be a doormat to a man who didn’t value what he had. His family has blamed me for our marriage ending saying it was”none of your business to look through his phone. If you hadn’t then you wouldn’t have found out” and for”giving up” on my marriage. Whatever. I wish him and his family well regardless of everything and good luck with any other girl he decides to be with. She is in for a hell of a rollercoaster ride. || By the way…this homewrecker is one of his clients for the company he works for. She’s all over social media…wasn’t hard for me to find her. She spreads herself online, kinda like she spreads her legs to be with married men. Homewrecker indeed. Her social media is full of things that describe my husband as her perfect partner…white, bearded, tall….enjoy being the other woman because if he cheated on me while pregnant, he won’t give a shit about you…slut.